I was sitting on the deck wading through the sludge and swamp of what I have been— when a cocky flew overhead and tore through the melancholy of my thinking. Sky bogans my friend Joel calls them: burning rubber across the pristine blue, flipping the finger at sweetest birdsong, dive bombing like disaffected youth at the local swimming pool. ‘Get you hand off it!’ she screeches at me from above. Ha! Too bloody right!